Did you ...

In the sleepless solitude of the night,
i sit and gaze at the evening sky.
Thoughts of you flow into my head silently
as a calm creek in a wild valley.
The thought of our passionate look,
thoughts of how i feel about you,
the way you pressed your lips against mine,
and the cute habit you have.
But now our ways have pulled us to a distance,
and all you talk about is her.
May it be aggression, may it be jealousy,
may it even be just empty air.
I am just left to wonder ...
did you ever fall truly in love with me?